I opened my eyes, never seeming to escape this nightmare of a life. Before him, it wasn't much, but it was a life. I was happy. Then he came into my life , and everything was amazing. He made me complete, and I was ecstatic. He was my life, I lived for him.
Then he left me, taking everything that we had together in trying to make it seem he never existed. But how does someone try to make someones life disappear when they are all a person has. I will never ever forget Edward , because he was my life.
Yet after all that, I wouldn't change anything except I would not let him go.
But after 10 years of wallowing, my feelings for him changed. Instead of longing, and sorriness, I felt anger, and hatred. How could he do this to me? How could he leave me, the only one he loved, and never come back? What gives him the right to decide who I can and can't see?
But lets start off at the beginning. Edward and I went for a walk in the forest. He told me he didn't love me anymore, and that we were wasting our lives pretending. He told me he was sick of pretending to be human for me and he didn't see the point of pretending any more for something he didn't want.
He said his goodbyes, while I begged him not to go, but he just ran. I ran after him, knowing I wouldn't catch up to him, but if I gave up, that was it.
Love, Life, Meaning. Over.
So I stumbled through the woods, screaming “ Please don't Leave me Edward! “ but then I fell into a ditch, and everything went black. When I woke, Laurent was stood over me in the ditch. “ Well, well, if it isn't Bella the Cullen's pet! Wow. Nice seeing you. Speaking of which, where are those lovely Cullens?”
I sighed and began “They have le-”. A velvety voice began in my head. Lie, Bella You have to lie! But I didn't care, if he wasn't coming back. Why does he even care anyway? I mean nothing to him now. “ They left town.”
No,no my beautiful Bella, I love you please, lie! Bella, my Bella. Laurent spoke, temporarily blocking out the chanting in my head. “ Well, this is interesting. So Bella, are you ready to die?” Bella, I love you, Bella I love you. I thought to him Then why did you leave me?
My head was silent as a huge tearing sound ripped through the air, and as I looked down, it was my hand with the bite mark in, burning upwards. I opened my eyes, and Laurent was being torn apart by wolves. I closed them again, and screamed.
When I woke, Jacob Black was sat with me. “ Hey, Bells. The venom had been in your system for way too long, so you had to make the change. I am so sorry.” I crawled over the stream and looked in.
A brown haired beauty was staring back at me. “ OMG,Jake I look awesome.” I smiled at him.”Thank you Jake, for you and your guys saving me back there, I really appreciate it.” He grinned, and said “ What, did you think we would let that bloodsucker kill you. There is only one bloodsucker allowed on this turf, and that is not him.”
He grinned again, and I said “ Bye Jake, I love you.” he smiled and said “ Bye Bells, love you too” and I ran..
Running past the school, I saw all my old school friends. They were all crying even Jess and Lauren. Charlie and Renee were there too, but I wouldn't look at them. I would remember them happy and full. I couldn't let them be remembered upset.
I would miss the green of Forks, I would miss my parents, Jake, I would even miss school. I wouldn't get to live the life I wanted to. I wanted to write, about my life so far. Tell people about my Edward. But now I was a vampire, I could surely find Edward now.
We could be together again, it wouldn't be unsafe. But he left me, and I wasn't ready to forgive that. He didn't want me anymore, and I had to face that. If I didn't, I would be holding on to false hope.
I ran to Canada. There was a brown haired girl there, carrying a boy who was very near death, and was covered in blood. I had good self control and listened to what the girl said. “ Please save my brother, he is all I have left, we are orphans.”
I studied his wounds, but they were beyond repair. I told the girl what I was, and it was the only thing to save her brother. She agreed, but she wanted to be changed too. I agreed, and bit them both.
Authors Note: I am so sorry its so short! The next few will be longer :D Hope you like, Bella and Edward will meet again soon, I promise.